the world full of asshole

pissed off.. that is what you can describe my feeling right now.pissed off.. pissed off..pissed off..

we were talking in school and i was like
me:: who are u all talking about??
de gal::who else.. XxX la.. ur ex lover..
me:: (shooting her looks to hush her up)
de gal:: (giving "=) + oops" looks)
me:: .... (giving her the "i'm so pissed look")
de gal::WAT?? not true meh..isn't he??..
me:: wat about u ar?? ur...****

okay..i admit i did something bad to her.. i was really mad at that point so i fired back at her using her lover's name..and end up the whole world knows who me and her used to like.and it didn't just stop there.

eh. but i really trusted her and told her my stuff and she just blabs wat she feels like blabbing.. (and this is not the first time). did u see me going around talking loudly about ur stuff??? i know that it is a very sensitive issue for her so i am trying my best to help her in everyway. i even deny the truth when some ppl came asking me stuff bout her.

yeah i know that human does make mistake but do u know of a word sorry?? and not in the sorrylor.. those kind.. the serious kind of sorry which ppl know u feel bad for ur actions.

wat did she do?? she just laugh as if its totally so funny.

but.. after much of thinking. (cooled down and everything.)
i realised something. this is so so shitty. i'm no longer mad at her. the prob is the whole word knows our stuff...!! (how could they not when we are busy shouting at each other..) now it just seems funny and suckish at the same time.

i want to dig a hole and hide and i'll definately pull that girl along.

dinasours..rawr..

eh..hem.. chinfong look wat i got u.. =)
dinosaurs!!! xD







for those of you who are curious.. my friend here.chongchinfong is kinda interested in dinos nowadays.. so yeah. i spotted some icons of dino and here it is...enjoy..

oh ya and here's one more for miss chong..

EXPOSED

ain't it just love-liah????? love is totally in the air.. =P
at my grandparent's hse in melacca. this family of 4 birds made my grandpa's tree as their house.. heheh. not that he mind though just that their shit don't make nice decoration on his car.

p.s look at their co-ordinated ass..exposed gila..o.O

bah-kut-teh

i ate "bah-kut-teh" for two whole freaking meals...like omg.. and my first meal of it didn't even get a 24hours break to digest it..poor darling stomach..

went to times square... then hangout at petaling street.. and we ate dinner at..10.oo p.m.. my stomach was grumbling like no one's business..heheh..eventhough i ate late lunch..eh..hem and tea-time too..we ate bah-kut-teh of course..mind u.. pls say it as 'baaahhhh-kuutt-teehhh' try to curve your tongue when you say it.. with some accent in it.. (thought by my cousin.. by her kindergarden teacher..xD) it will ended up sounding like bahgutterr...

photos!!!

baby issac

and

a

group

of

P_S_RS

POSERS

and

baby isaac again..o.O

in action with his beloved thumb.

then.. less than 24 hours later.. the next morning,went back to seremban and i had lunch at bah-kut-teh restaurant.. bluek.. end up eating veggie and my parents ordered a pot of 'wine chicken' for me..(forgive me for my lack of knowledge in translating chinese..xD)

so yeah.. excuse me while i take a break. i'm so gonna puke. x.x

do u believe in FATE??

i was busy eating lunch in a shop specialize in wan-tan-mee??? somewhere in taipan... the weather was nice, not too hot nor too windy.then...

as i was enjoying the meal. (drums roll....)

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and then...

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a guy stood in front of me. (drums roll continue....)

as i looked up, the whole world around me freeze..

eyes stop blinking..

people stop breathing.. ah bla.. anyway..

the guy looked so alike like 'turtle'(a guy with the initial turtle not real life turtle la.)..o.O



no.I was not shock..not entirely happy either.. its just that. me n turtle. its just imppossible to see him outside of school.. sometimes we don;t even see each other in school..
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do u believe in fate??



i do.i do.i do.xD



to me. everyone that i meet has fate with me and their presence in my life is because of they will affect me in life now. or the next life.or the life after next. =.= do u get me??
in other words. fate is when u n someone will always end up meeting each other eventhough u stay far apart n etc...

for example,
me & chinfong.. yah.. me n her when we both combine its disastrous..and may lead to death but.we both have lots of fate.

we can just bump into each other in Giant... and in big bookshop where we stared at each other at the entrance asking each other 'wat are uuu doooing hereee???'plus we go to the same tuition and school.. since std.1

me n shuh min..
1)we know each other in std.1.. so what can u expect...
2)same class from std.1-5 (if she didn't transfer school), and in form 1 and 4.
how can u be in the same class with someone for so long.. and she's staying nearby me.. just houses away..=.= ... ;)

me and szu.. we somehow met in math tuition last year and she become one of my close friends this year..not forgetting minhui whom i know since from 1. melissa...last year.. where we had great fun in tuition.. ^.^ sue may... the queen of chatterbox.. and all my other friends..

just want to say.. lucky u to have such a good friend like mua...xD

its wonderful enough to know u guys..

ouch..

i was in a study mood on tuesday night.. (9/10.07) so when i sleep at eleven,, i felt guilty for tomorrow is eg n add maths exam n i woke up again to study....



and then...



i step....



on.....



this....



and my big toe began to::

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oozing out blood.. like ohhhhmygggaaawd..(mind u.. its only a part of a tissue.. the whole tissue is covered with spots of blood o.O)



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woke my daddy out from his sleep... and it seems that he is more worried and anxious than me..



dd:: haiyo.. what did u do again..(keep tsk..tsk to himself)

me:: no la. i accidentally step on it ..dun worry.. nothing much la.(wiping my blood =/ )

dd:: ask u to tidy ur table before sleep.. ha.. things scattered everywhere.

me::exam ma.. (dad pulling sheets of tissue out..+ tsk tsk-ing)

dd::press your toe harder. let the blood ooze out..

me:: WHAT.disgusting le.o.O

dd:: tomorrow add math paper ar. ask u sleep earlier wat u doing?
haiz.u ar...i'll go get plaster n stuff.. wait here n press the blood out.

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moment passed..



me:: dee.. will i faint cause of lack of blood tomorrow? =D

dd:: =.= u wish la..

me:: i feel dizzy. i think i want to skip school tomorrow..

dd:: go and sleep now.no need to study last min la. no use wan la..

me.. =.= wat ever. nitez.

dd::haiz.. i still don't get what r u.........

me:: dee its ok. not pain la.goodnite..

dd:: exam tomorrow u.......

me:: not pain la..

so its like.. ok. buddha punishing me for studying last minute??? sob.. now my toe.. its like a big hole on it..the skin peeling off and stuff.. heheh.. but somehow i enjoy the big fuss by my dad..daddy's gal.. woot..xD

anybody out there???

OMG.sejarah?? history?? wat is that i nv heard of it before.. O.o
wait. u mean that thingy??
(dun bother de above.. i'm bz craping)

yesterday spent the whole day reading history n nothing practically went in.. it just went out the other side of the brain.. T.T end up i chose to sleep at eleven while others were bz reading their ass off..

do u know how frustring is it to stare at the Q which u know the answer cause u just read it but just can't figure out the words.. sigh..

& to make thing worse. i'm going physics tuition alone.i'm going to be bored to death..like wth??
u owe me kong min hui!!!

add math tomorrow and phui jing offered to come n revised with me but last min something crops up n i'm here STUDYING ALONE.. such a miserable life..

4 in the morning.. is the time..

omg.. slept at 4 yesterday.=) chat with chin +teman phuijing,who's studying chinese+ smsing someone whom i miss quite a lot =)

so it was worth it eventhough i look like a panda today...(i noe i look horrible=O)

anyway..was bored after trying hard to study..

my tuition teacher gave this to me for my bday..=) from taiwan..

i was looking through her collection of stuff in her shelf..n she ask me to take this one as my bday pressie.. i was like.. no its ok. just looking around.. heheh. in the end she force me to take it.. welll.. kinda..=P

different view of it!!!

OMG. THIS IS TODAY'S TEMPERATURE before I on my air.con. no wonder i feel so moody. thought it was pms.

T.T my mom change the house cordless phone into this!! means no more yakking secretly in my room.life shall nv be the same again.

the creative side of me=)

this reminds me a lot of someone.

i'm so dead

.exams are coming and i seriously haven't started a single revisions
the problem???

i don't where to start from...T.T

seriously feel like crying and banging my head off the table.haiz.
its not like i don't want to study.. i just can't seem to get my brain to concentrate on one subject..

when i'm studying sejarah.. i'll think bout physics.. when i study physics i'll worry bout add math. then i'll try some add maths Q.

and this is the time i really feel like crying..

i just can't....do...
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not do.. i can do..
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but i don't know what method i'm using and end up
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my questions ..
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and know this is bad.. =( u don't need cheer me up.. i know this is real bad..

p.s if i fail my add maths. its not only me to be blame. blame it on CLEMENT LOO ZHIN REN. the person who "can't" to have time to teach me add maths but ask me to hang out @ starbuck with him.

this is so RIDICULOUS.i hate the world.and i know the world hate me too.

murderer!!!

i can't help it.. i just have to kill...

those....

blood sucker insects...

omg. where all those mosquitoes come from.n y of all ppl they choose me?? why?? why?? why??

n to make thing worse. i have flu... running nose+headache=annoyed me
so sorry ppl if i had just ruin ur days by snapping n calling u names.. blame it on my flu.=)
my head is feeling so heavy n "goggy" ... gonna sleep 24/7
heheh.. skipping school tomorrow..
::bEe::

no way....

i change my mind. totally can live without them.

4 browser

this is kamil.

and this is all about him.



age::16 ++
school:: smk usj 12
class:: 4 browser
sitting location:: behind me and chinfong

our nama gelaran by him::

me::orang komunis/helmet

chin::orang komunis/xxx lover =)

szu shen::dinosaur/barney the purple dino

shuh min:: orang jepun/korea/ microphone

n he sit behind me and cf in class so he n raja is like this super duper loud vacuum machine. and if we ask him to keep quite he'll be like. "apa u nak la komunis. ishh ini helmet bising la.u tau tak if u naik motor tak payah pakai helmet la.bla..bla..bla"

so end up me and chin will try to ignore him.. if not we will end up like this..

my new baju kurung.(mind u its really new. just bought it like few months ago.)

anyway its a long story how it all first started. but obviously he started annoying me 1st. well kinda.=) fine. i use the white board duster and splatted it on him first . but its not even visible.
unlike mine.and they still can make fun of me after he splat it on.

kamil::macam beruang la.

raja::eh. sekarang baru tumbuh bulu kat belakang ya?? ish..

i'm so pissed of at them but i gotta admit this.

wat is life without the both of them. i think me & chinfong shall be sleeping our ass off in class if there are sitting behind us. tsk.tsk.can't live with them can't live without them=)

n to end this post. i'll intro u to mr.naresh

the one holding a hockey stick.n excuse me, isn't that a football??

every day in class he will greet us without fail by::

me & chin:: omg. #@!%# wat happen to !@#!$!..bla..bla..bla
naresh::(turn at the back to us) shut up women!!

me:: u too donkey...

chin:: hey little man.. wats ur prob.???

naresh::u guys talk too much la. sound pollution.

me n chin laughing n giggling like no one's business..

naresh:: wat r u laughing at??

hahahahhahahahahah

naresh::(worry face)come on.. tell me..wats so funny? did i do something funny?

ahh..our neighbours in 4browser..=)