dead = reborn= new hope?

i'm soooo dead.

:((

wait,
on the other hand, if i die...

i'll be reborn right?

:D

and there's a new hope for me once again!

*hopefully.

nights y'all.

p/s : throughout this whole week of holiday, TODAY was my only productive day.

sigh,
i'm gonna change.
i promise.
:( tak percaya ar?
hmf.

starking show.

i nearly die laughing at this one. watch it if you are free. :)

the girl who went crazy over hyun jooong (i hope i spell it correctly) is kinda o.O

eh but if i get to meet the guy of my dreams, i think i'll go gaga like her too.

focus on the second half of it!

adorable kids!!

Tony (seung woo), the one in yellow suit is so cute!!!!

and the one that fancy Tifanny damn yeng man!

and...

he's only 15.

i can wait!


p.s for the muscular couple, gulps* no comments.

a month ago.

what happen a month ago.

1.Guy + their soft side. :D

im starting to doubt the statement that

guys are the macho's one wherease the ladies are the softie type ones.

(oh who am i kidding, i doubt this ever since i was born - my cousin brother cried like shit when he punch me and i balas him by knocking his head with my jack jack. )
and his brother was like asking him to stop crying cause guys dont cry. muahaha

either guys have turn soft-ter or they have a sad childhood :P

the truth had been revealed by a single simple thing.

A BALLOON.

btw, before i continue

ish, look at Jacob not Bella. -_-

sorry :P macho guys remind me of him.

new moon is gonna be out soon, and heck, im gonna watch it becuase Taylor is in it. yay!

to Robert's fans, you think this is hot? wait till you see this.

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and this.

i have never been a fan of muscular guys *mainly jealous cause they have bigger boobs than me ftw but Jacob/Taylor is a different case.

even Jacob's manequin looks better than edward (macam hantu je)

formal

not formal

formal

and not.

and formal again.

hahah.

okay lar. dont kill me. :)

i think he look best in formal.

or mayb just both. heheh

he even looks good with long hair.

on the second thought,

nahhh.

i prefer his current short hair.

nah, other pics of him for some of you to drool on. :)

i'm generous and i share my guy.

*technically not my guy as in my guy. but my guy.? ok, bee just shut up.

bila dia kecil. :D

anyway, back to my topic.

talking about guys turning more girlish.

you know how some guys sei/die also dont want to admit that they like certain girlish things?

1. watching romantic and chick-flick movies with their gfs.

seriously, i would rather choose a typical girly movie over a *boompowbiangbiangbiang ka booom. * you die in an instant movie.

the main reason why i detest all those fast action movies = i cant see who is who!!

they introduce this AAA guy in 1.02sec and they next second you know, he was bombed & die. and then i who-suck-at-identifying-character will think that some random BBB guy is AAA. -.-

2. listening to Taylor Swift rather than Kenya West.

hahaha, okay that was intentional. but my motive is to say that some guys actually do like soothing soft music but they sei also wants to put linkin park or even some weird gothic punk music which lyrics sounds like this - dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! i want you to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeee! dieeeeeeeee! dieeeeeeee! in their car playlist to show how macho they ar. pfffft

and you can seriously feel like dying when you seat at the backseat with those words blasting out from the rear speaker.

so yeah, guys in taylors are no exceptional. but then, *drumrolls. * the truth reveals when balloons conquered SS15 Taylors College University last month.

why leh?

balloon is such a powerful tool.

due to the limited supply of balloon that are given out by some clown or something outside taylors, most of the people went around cutting off balloons that are tied to the cars.

me included, jakun i know, but tadah, i see more guys doing that than girls. :P

and when i left my balloons in class and left to go pee-pee. majority of the guys took off their mask and kacau-ed my balloons.

soft side for balloons revealed.

suspect number 1. approaching balloons.

GOTCHA! AHAH!

suspect number 2

approaching.

i see THE hand.

walk past.

-_-

criminal number 3

the other twin!

then, Steven from Indonesia went up to ask Mr.D something.

sensing nothing was wrong with that, i continue my work.

5 minutes later, i turned to the back of the class

and

he smiled back at me like this!

Bee, your balloon was flying away.

i helped you to hold on to it.

oh why, thank you very much but i am totally aware of my balloon's capability to float. and thus which is why i make sure both doors are shut.

criminal number 4

STEVEN

oh, do i look cute with it?

btw, why did you touched my balloons?

are u obsess with balloons?

why should i answer you? :P

i am a man! and man are not obsess with balloons.

*zuken with his yeahhh! fingers.

okay i lied.

i'm not yet a man.

actually heck, i'm only 15. T.T dont tell anyone okay?

:D

suspect number 5

did you touched my balloons when i was not looking?

eh please lar,

who wants to touched your weird blue/yellow balloons that had your name signed on it?

how did you know that i signed my name on it?

you touched it didnt u?

criminal number 5

watever.

haha, fine lar. actually they are not some weird guys with sad childhood or even what soft side blablabla.

they truth is they were obsess with my balloons and keep poking it while some where actually saving my balloons that were getting near the fan.

while

some even treaten to puncture it with pencil, lead, smash it with slippers. -.-

this would be criminal number 6 if i would to continue my lameness.

crminal number 7

dont look at him! look at sponge bob!

its floating! adorable niaaaa

criminal 8

mr.chai
math lecturer.

i miss Amna. the one sitting down admiring balloons.

the MVSC & Aaron

(mos vain and sarcastic korean)

who dont know how to smile for camera.

SB smile! chichak*

dont look like smilling also.

michelle gave them free lesson on how to smile.

not bad it seems.

teacher for a day.

half of econs class.

SCANDALOUS !!!

after that, went to celebrate Stephie's bday. :)

once again, HAPPY BEE-LATED BDAY GIRL.

in case you are wondering,

this is Stephie.

the one above not below.

this is Lenne and me if you can spot me.

and grumpy Chloe cause our room kena rampas.

blame it on Lenne.

busy kao lui until forget our booking time for the room.

chloe with her emotional face while singing some Rainie's song.

cannot tahan d.

nah..... i give you my love on your bday.

i give you love why u spit it out.

:(

and this is when disaster happen.

Lenne beh-song (not happy) about the fact that i accidentally spill the whole of Steph's drink.

so he decided to kick my glass of drink down to the floor with his mike.

T.T

to his defence, he was not angry and did not do it on purpose.

i remember we were singing my heart will go on and he got all so emotional and slam the mike

down when he got to some high part & PIANKKK

the whole glass went smashed and scattered all on the floor.

the glass broke and we had to face our biggest fear by telling it to the redbox cleaner.

surprisingly, they did not charge us, not even a single cent.

p/s Lenne you call who clumsy again?!!

the end

of my 1st section of one-month ago post.