i have just missed it.
sigh.
double sigh.
triple sigh.
in case you still dont know what i am sighing for (obviously, unless u keep track of me blabbing at fb) i've just missed my graduation for ielts classes.
T__T
sounds stupid right, its only classes not test or wtv. sighsighsigh.
and stupid Parkie who coincidently
(ok, not that coincidently cause i bugged him for days to hurry up & sign up for these classes) also joined the 4 days courses but dumped me at the last day for our graduation. :(
no, its not my dad's or mom's or anyone's fault that i cant go for my grad. i mean, its not
literally/totally my parent's fault.
cause after i signed up for that classes then only they changed the grad date to thurs! gilerbabi. u tell me lar, since when graduation is on weekdays. aghghgh. on the other hand, they did not allowed me to skip, so yeah its still their fault. but my dad felt sorry for me, he even proposed several outrages plans for me to attend grad while still going for ielts. erm, like....
1. dress up for grad, then go for classes then during my break, (which is for buddha's sake, its only a 10 min break) unzip the jacket to tadah-show off my grad's gown and rushhhhh offff to graduation hall which is directly opposite my ielts class punya building.
i am not so crazy to do that. ish. *shakes head.
hehehehe, okiee actually i was the one who suggested his idea and my dad was the one who looked at me like im a mad bee.
2. this one was really suggested by him.
eh, go earlier, take ur robes, go have ur graduation picture taken then go class.
T__T i'm not into the pictures lar, i want to hangout there with my friends.
3.
after class, run to the hall :D
me: then?
then proceed with the ceremony lar.
me: my class ends at 5pm, the grad ends at 5pm.
4. we go rent the graduation gown, then go to ur coll to take picture! :D
-______-
etc, etc. the thing is he dont get that im devasted for not being able to go through the graduation process with my darlings and teachers, he thought its because i cld not have my grad potrait taken. lol, and that morning, he called me from his workplace to say ehhem HI. and to console me. sigh. masa itu saya lagi nak nangis.
:(
saya nak cakap bahasa melayu kerana bapa & ibu ku tak tau baca sangat.hahah wth my bahasa so teruk adi. selain itu, saya sangat sakit hati krn tak dapat pergi. mau nangis sekali lagi. wth hahahaa, at that time i was really down okay, the reason i keep laughing now is because i feel that my bm is so hilarious, no?
initially, i felt it was no biggie not going for grad. but but...
was talking to M
r.John on the hp about my isu stuff and he was like
'ridiculous,how cld you skip grad for ielts CLASSES' and
'do you want me to have a chat with your dad about this?'
lol, i said its ok, no thx. :P
and that dumbass
parkie dare to leave a note at fb -laughing at me cause i cant go. and other darlings who went
!@#$!@#$ and asked me to runaway from class to go grad.
(actually, i wld runaway but cant cause i nv sign up for grad nway) :(
since wed (grad is on thurs) my eyes was kind of like a fat overfilled water balloon throughout the whole day, ready to splash some pity tears out to anyone who mention anything about graduation. thursday morning came, and it was even worse. with last min ppl calling and asking where am i?
i'm not going, i told them. those 3 words was the passwords to make me sulk again. oh, and did i mentioned that daddy called? he sounds sorry for me and that made me sulk even more. :( :( :(
i thought i wld literally cry during classes. haha,my mom send me an sms during class
'off hp, concentrate, dont think about there, later...' -__- she knows me too well. ahh... but all well, ends well (chinese proverb). gillionzilion thanks to WAI HOU! :D or its leong/leon/koleonghou?
arghhh i cant even expressed how
a great friend he was. like this much, * from toe to head.
you think im exaggerating? i kid you not.
btw, i've only met him a cpl of times trough taylors dance club. haha, i remember that gerry,me,zen and others love to gossip about him and someone else nudge nudge*. wah, those times during TDC was so scandalous. so yeah, other than his name and his crush, i know nothing else about him. paiseh, :)
throughout the ielts class, he convinced
me to skip and run across the road to attend my grad. another giler babi. haha. during break, i was thinking if i shd take a
peep to see what is happening at the grad hall... and my because of my indecisiveness,
we ended up walking back and fro from 7/11 to taylor. and finally we did went to take a peek. reached the hall, went in through the back door and stood there like bimbos, Mr.Jim was giving his speech and erm everyone was so still. LOL.
here's the stupid part, after class
he insist that i shd go meet my friends, take pictures and have fun. but the event has just ended and i dont want to bump into other ppl and having to tell them why i did not attend. -__- worst still, what if i went all they way up to the hall and no one is in there? i said no and
he keep tricking me into goin up. like we were walking and i bump into my friend, then... he asked about this and that blablabla,and without me realising it we were walking towards taylors. sneaky hou. and then he gave me
long lecture about his high school grad, and how much i will
regret for not listening to him. finally he stop bugging me to go up when i said
im going to burst into tears. ;) hangout at mcd while waiting for my mom and he keep checking on me to make sure i wont burst into tears. LOL.
sorry for this long winded post. wait, its my blog so i can do wtv i like. muahaha
tadah, i present to you, wai hou!
the one with cap doing handstand thingy ,the one without cap is yeefai.
cant see his face.
-__-
what about now?
or now?
i just realised that i dont have any of his facefront pictures frm the bunch of pictures that i stole from gerry. bleh. btw thats me trying to avoid wai hou incase he smack my face with his uber siao moving hyped up legs. yeefai is doing the same pose as him, i mean on the way to do the same pose! mirror image. haha
again him without face. sorry lar waihou, cant let the world see how does my fabulous grandma nagger look like. btw, these pictures were taken during our last practic before our performance at model hunt in march. so they're not posing but practising. chunted stunts. being a bboy need so much courage, i think. hahaha cause u might just break your bone/neck/etc in a second o.O
miss hanging out with those bimbos :(
also taken during the practice, with xp hidden below us! we're playing taptap.
jiashen, chloe, me- i think i did not change much in appearance since march other than my stupid sotong inspired hair cut. but chloe and jiashen did! both dye their hair black back. haha black back rhymes.
creepy, i find that jess look like me in this pic besides the fact that she's fairer than me ;) yes,no? jess's the one at the 3rd row beside chloe (lightbrown hair) an i'm right below jess, besde zen.
going off topic!!
back to the topic.
i think its not so bad that i cant get to attend my graduation, of course im sad lar but its not THAT bad. :D :( ielts test to come. sighhhh
givemeyourlucksforthat!
kthxbai
