as dumb, ignorant and predictable the storyline goes, somehow all these dramas just relates to our everyday life.
In year 200..... 2000 something, when i was in form3 'devil beside you' (a taiwanese drama) just came out (on tv i mean) and as i was watching it, there he came. our lovelife was exactly from that storyline, well not exactly. but almost! so close, this close! ok, actually right, i cant figure out what the similarity was but he younger than me, and that male character was younger than his gf too.
anyway, as i was watching BOF, it came to my mind that i asked him to watch it before because that show kind of represent us too. (in the glamour fantasy life) but as usual he did not. ):
from the hairstyle that the lead male character has, to the type of mom he has, his bold and never want to loss kind of character. the similarity is just so.... i dont know, breathtaking? haha wth i know.
i guess, that why i understood how she felt when he did those stupid things, how he is so manly but yet afraid of bees (so cliche, my name wei) and how he hide his feelings from her, but yet when he wants something, he'll do his best till the end. if only my ending were as sweet as theirs.
:)
mom: Its only a fantasy. Stop squeeling like some bimbotic happy squirrel.
why is it only a made up fantasy show but yet it managed to shatter my heart? and yet, how come many people cried watching Little Nyonya but i didnt. instead i wasted my tears for BOF.
dad: why are u crying? oh gosh stop watching these weird dramas. crying over dramas pffft. *walks away*
weird, instead of finding Little Nyonya touching and sad, i find it boring. just freaking boring, except for the last part where the revenge started. die lor ah bee, i think i love sappy love movies and songs. maybe because there's a part of me which get all emotional when i can relate song/movies to my life. but anyway, i think i hog onto him for too long. Eventhough there's feeling between us (i assume *bangs head*) or maybe now, its USED TO HAVE feeling between us but that doesnt mean distance can cover it all, right? but then, it will be weird if i confess or wtv shit, its like so DEJAVU. and i know that the chances are slim. oh great, this is so great.
i need to sleep. been thinking too much, my brain cells have not been used this much ever since.... since i graduated. hehe
dear bee,
i think its time to move on.
