the, 'why shd I bother putting a title post'

I guess there is some point in life where you will feel that, why do I always need to be the one taking the crap from others?!

 Where they use you as a sacrifice and shoot you down like in DOTA where they use huge ass guns ( they use guns in dota right?) and then laugh at your stupidity for sacrificing. 

Funny may not seem to be 'amusing' anymore. Instead it seems immature and absurd. For the love of me (cause im LOA), we are already 19 and soon to be out of our teens but all you guys can do is to use me as a source of entertainment? 

Clowning around may seem fine, but every time when I come online? Geez, don’t you get sick of picking on me? I give up arguing with you guys.  What’s the point of it? Yes my canto or Korean may not be as perfect as yours. Maybe you shd get a new best friend who’s a Korean or Hongkie since you love using those language. And me acting smart?  I wonder who’s the one that started talking like they are some pro in that language. Oh wait pardon me, maybe you have some Korean genes in you… so that’s why you seems to be so fluent and busy correcting every words?


If i continue chatting, you condemn my canto/korean spelling or somewhere along those shit. if not, 'im too busy for you guys'. right, thanks. 

 I was never on msn, or there when you need me right?

If our friendship could be quantify by the number of webcam-ing, im seriously speechless.

(to the rest) If you complained that I was never there, what about you? 

OR RATHER,

You should have a second thought if

I was ever given a chance to tell you how was my day?  To have a totally BS day and coming online to find a group of you ‘BFF’ shooting shits at you, really its just SUCH AN ENJOYMENT.

And that ridiculous daylight saving didn’t really help either. 3 hours ahead of you guys, and still I’m here trying to make an effort to be in the conversation where all you guys could do is pinpoint my mistake and lack of involvement.

And guess what, after all the bullshits being thrown down at you. They come back individually and asked,'since when are you such a bum who can’t take jokes?' and tell you not to be angry. Seriously, that is so old school. Attacking as a pack, then coming back individually.

at this point, im not sure if I shd be glad that you realised I'm actually hurt by your actions that you even bother to apologise. or just be like the rest who pretend nothing actually happened. 

which reminds me, there was one time when i was in SJBA and someone told me,  making fun of someone else is to cover up your insecurities, why do you have to make someone's life as miserable as yours? I remember telling this to one of the bestf, cause we used poke and condemn each other's life like it was some joke. It seems fun at that very moment, but underneath it all; there was burnt mark in the heart. Ever since I came here, I tried not to make fun at ridiculous stuff just for the fun of it, as i dont want you guys who are dearest to me to feel what i felt as irony it sounds. (with all the new environment and everything else)

I guess you can finally call me a bummer, cause you know what? (at this point you are suppose to say, ‘WHAT??  =.= ’)

IM TIRED OF BEING THE 'NICE' PERSON. (har har har, laugh all you want) In friendship or whatever. And this is not the first time it happens, each time I mentioned it you seems to be taking it as a joke.

I guess life is a series of joke after all.

. 

[ It seems total bs that im posting this here, considering that you might never see this. or that you may see this and our friendship may fall apart. either way, you know that i love you guys in some way, but for now everything seems to be suffocating me that I each time i was in that grp conversation, I think I would just sink deep into depression. dont worry, im already on my way to it. ]

:(

life is indeed unique.

 the harder you push, the nearer it comes.

i was trying to hide a fact away from you, but i guess sooner or later you will know the truth.




  its fate that you know it now by yourself rather than hearing it from my mouth.
  but still, WHYYYYY is life so weird. cant we just hide something forever? why somehow it has to spill out?!! T___T feeling down. nguak nguak.

my fav but sort of useless quote:



I GUESS FATE WILL DECIDE.

 back to doing homework!!! :O *ju on face*

no time to be sad ah bee! you have piles of homework!!!! *kiasu mode on* 

Wo bu ai ni! (I DONT LOVE YOU)

back for a super duper uber quick update!

I was doing my work, no wait scratch that. i'm CURRENTLY doing my homework. and then, there's this song on my itunes which i never noticed before.

Title: Ni ai wo ma (DO YOU LOVE ME?)

Singer: Van Ai Chen. 

Anyway, i tought my lappie got stuck or something. i tell you man! you can die listening to it. 

the way the lyric goes: 

Ni ai wo ma? "insert other lyrics" .... Ni ai wo ma? "insert some random lyrics" Ni ai wo ma? 

I think there was almost 30-40 times that particular question was repeated. =.=

Felt that it was so hilarious, if a guy sang that to me (I SAID IF, a girl can dream cant she?)  I would shout back, WO BU AI NI!!!!!!! 

hah! TAKE THAT, Mr.Van Ai Chen. 

okthxbye

My one good shit

you see, i have a talent.


a talent that people seldom possess. :) *dengan bangganya*

*edited* before i go any further, i'll hereby warn you beforehand that this is not a suitable reading for the weak stomach. so skip the tiny words to avoid reading the not so nice stuff.


i have the ability to tahan my shit. wtbee okay, this one need further explainations or i'll be well known for my shit. (which i already am....thats a story for another day) 'shit as in berak, defecation, solid,or semisolid or liquid waste materials' quote wikipedia not the shit as in bullshits where people talk craps (pun intended)


obviously you cant stop the shit from coming out, but i can TIME when to shit. (sorry to disgust you .sadly, thats nothing but the whole truth) its a natural born talent ever since im a baby........ or so i tought

but today, i failed to maintain my honorable status. i spend my whole night awake sitting on the bed and i shitted pardon my language, i bombed 3 times! 3 FREAKING TIMES.

I FREAKING GOT INFECTED BY FOOD POSIONING.

T____________________T

FOOD POSIONING AH!

KENA RACUN MAKANAN!

ok fine, i bombed 3 times in less than 5 hours. but why cant i sleep and only bomb in the morning? why why why does my stomach have to churn the whole night (i wonder, does the pain of this uber tummy ache is equivalent to the pain you have during labor @ when a pregnant woman delivers???? ) if it is, wah i damn chunted delivered triplets.

okay, i think when im sick i talk more crappy stuff. :((( and i am having fever now. while i am at my aunt's house where everyone is enjoying good food, i'm eating porridge.

life sucks

i've waited for it for my whole life, and....

i have just missed it.

sigh.

double sigh.

triple sigh.


in case you still dont know what i am sighing for (obviously, unless u keep track of me blabbing at fb) i've just missed my graduation for ielts classes.

T__T

sounds stupid right, its only classes not test or wtv. sighsighsigh.
and stupid Parkie who coincidently (ok, not that coincidently cause i bugged him for days to hurry up & sign up for these classes) also joined the 4 days courses but dumped me at the last day for our graduation. :(

no, its not my dad's or mom's or anyone's fault that i cant go for my grad. i mean, its not literally/totally my parent's fault. cause after i signed up for that classes then only they changed the grad date to thurs! gilerbabi. u tell me lar, since when graduation is on weekdays. aghghgh. on the other hand, they did not allowed me to skip, so yeah its still their fault. but my dad felt sorry for me, he even proposed several outrages plans for me to attend grad while still going for ielts. erm, like....

1. dress up for grad, then go for classes then during my break, (which is for buddha's sake, its only a 10 min break) unzip the jacket to tadah-show off my grad's gown and rushhhhh offff to graduation hall which is directly opposite my ielts class punya building.

i am not so crazy to do that. ish. *shakes head.

hehehehe, okiee actually i was the one who suggested his idea and my dad was the one who looked at me like im a mad bee.

2. this one was really suggested by him.
eh, go earlier, take ur robes, go have ur graduation picture taken then go class.
T__T i'm not into the pictures lar, i want to hangout there with my friends.

3. after class, run to the hall :D

me: then?
then proceed with the ceremony lar.
me: my class ends at 5pm, the grad ends at 5pm.

4. we go rent the graduation gown, then go to ur coll to take picture! :D
-______-

etc, etc. the thing is he dont get that im devasted for not being able to go through the graduation process with my darlings and teachers, he thought its because i cld not have my grad potrait taken. lol, and that morning, he called me from his workplace to say ehhem HI. and to console me. sigh. masa itu saya lagi nak nangis.

:( saya nak cakap bahasa melayu kerana bapa & ibu ku tak tau baca sangat.hahah wth my bahasa so teruk adi. selain itu, saya sangat sakit hati krn tak dapat pergi. mau nangis sekali lagi. wth hahahaa, at that time i was really down okay, the reason i keep laughing now is because i feel that my bm is so hilarious, no?

initially, i felt it was no biggie not going for grad. but but...

was talking to Mr.John on the hp about my isu stuff and he was like 'ridiculous,how cld you skip grad for ielts CLASSES' and 'do you want me to have a chat with your dad about this?'
lol, i said its ok, no thx. :P

and that dumbass parkie dare to leave a note at fb -laughing at me cause i cant go. and other darlings who went !@#$!@#$ and asked me to runaway from class to go grad. (actually, i wld runaway but cant cause i nv sign up for grad nway) :(

since wed (grad is on thurs) my eyes was kind of like a fat overfilled water balloon throughout the whole day, ready to splash some pity tears out to anyone who mention anything about graduation. thursday morning came, and it was even worse. with last min ppl calling and asking where am i? i'm not going, i told them. those 3 words was the passwords to make me sulk again. oh, and did i mentioned that daddy called? he sounds sorry for me and that made me sulk even more. :( :( :(


i thought i wld literally cry during classes. haha,my mom send me an sms during class
'off hp, concentrate, dont think about there, later...' -__- she knows me too well. ahh... but all well, ends well (chinese proverb). gillionzilion thanks to WAI HOU! :D or its leong/leon/koleonghou?

arghhh i cant even expressed how a great friend he was. like this much, * from toe to head.
you think im exaggerating? i kid you not. btw, i've only met him a cpl of times trough taylors dance club. haha, i remember that gerry,me,zen and others love to gossip about him and someone else nudge nudge*. wah, those times during TDC was so scandalous. so yeah, other than his name and his crush, i know nothing else about him. paiseh, :)

throughout the ielts class, he convinced me to skip and run across the road to attend my grad. another giler babi. haha. during break, i was thinking if i shd take a peep to see what is happening at the grad hall... and my because of my indecisiveness, we ended up walking back and fro from 7/11 to taylor. and finally we did went to take a peek. reached the hall, went in through the back door and stood there like bimbos, Mr.Jim was giving his speech and erm everyone was so still. LOL.

here's the stupid part, after class he insist that i shd go meet my friends, take pictures and have fun. but the event has just ended and i dont want to bump into other ppl and having to tell them why i did not attend. -__- worst still, what if i went all they way up to the hall and no one is in there? i said no and he keep tricking me into goin up. like we were walking and i bump into my friend, then... he asked about this and that blablabla,and without me realising it we were walking towards taylors. sneaky hou. and then he gave me long lecture about his high school grad, and how much i will regret for not listening to him. finally he stop bugging me to go up when i said im going to burst into tears. ;) hangout at mcd while waiting for my mom and he keep checking on me to make sure i wont burst into tears. LOL.

sorry for this long winded post. wait, its my blog so i can do wtv i like. muahaha

tadah, i present to you, wai hou!

the one with cap doing handstand thingy ,the one without cap is yeefai.

cant see his face.

-__-

what about now?

or now?

i just realised that i dont have any of his facefront pictures frm the bunch of pictures that i stole from gerry. bleh. btw thats me trying to avoid wai hou incase he smack my face with his uber siao moving hyped up legs. yeefai is doing the same pose as him, i mean on the way to do the same pose! mirror image. haha

again him without face. sorry lar waihou, cant let the world see how does my fabulous grandma nagger look like. btw, these pictures were taken during our last practic before our performance at model hunt in march. so they're not posing but practising. chunted stunts. being a bboy need so much courage, i think. hahaha cause u might just break your bone/neck/etc in a second o.O

miss hanging out with those bimbos :(

also taken during the practice, with xp hidden below us! we're playing taptap.

jiashen, chloe, me- i think i did not change much in appearance since march other than my stupid sotong inspired hair cut. but chloe and jiashen did! both dye their hair black back. haha black back rhymes.

creepy, i find that jess look like me in this pic besides the fact that she's fairer than me ;) yes,no? jess's the one at the 3rd row beside chloe (lightbrown hair) an i'm right below jess, besde zen.

going off topic!!

back to the topic.

i think its not so bad that i cant get to attend my graduation, of course im sad lar but its not THAT bad. :D :( ielts test to come. sighhhh

givemeyourlucksforthat!

kthxbai

is it just me?

i'm the world laziest blogger.


practically, i have been faithfully visiting every blog on earth each day and even mine too. cause i need to click on the links beside my blog to visit other blogs. but yet, i fail to update.


have to no fear, im BACK! well, for now it is. :P

last week was hectic cause i had crap loads of assignment and tests on. =((

i have a feeling my econs is not going to be good, but oh well.


today, had tea time with my bestf :) it was a sudden decision, and i end up waiting 30 mins for him to finish up his hw. hmf, and at first i felt bad cause he had to wait till my class finish at 3.3o pm.


anyway, i have no idea what to update, i dont think i shd update about how stress out i am. nor, about my previous unfinished trips to ipoh, cameron or melacca. :P

:( desicions decisions.




okay, i want to file a complain!

DISNEY CHARACTERS ARE A FRAUD.

have u ever realised, how come all the preeeeetttyyyy sweet princess are usually the one that get bullied at the start of the movie, by their evil stepmom or fugly stepsisters? or even by some stupid cat.


and how they would end up happily ever after with some HOT charming prince.

that is all BULLSHIT.

disney are tryin to lure us girls into some fantasy land.
where if you are pretty looking, you'll get bullied. and if you get bullied, the culprit are usually uglier than you, and then you'll get save by some hot guy.
dont worry, even if you get bullied but cant find your hot guy, you wont die. because, a disney character will never die in the end.



again, bullshitting.

1. are you sure that only the beautiful ones get bullied? owh, at least the producers of cinderella show the good side of the ugly stepsisters.


and the important one...



2. how come all the prince in disney are so hot?!!!!
pfffffttt, its hard to at least find a legitimate royalty which is good looking in here.
(here as in right here in ehhem here.)

well, i cant find one in the newspaper so i'll assume that i just cant find it. :P


okay... sorry about the random disney part.

hehehe.



just so for you all to know, my favourite disney character would be ;

* Arial/ areal/ arail (wth. the little mermaid lah) cause i like swimming when i was young and she's the only princess that could swim. -_-

* Anastacia. i like her because of personal reasons. teeeheheh.

i hate the bad guy though, freaking disgusting old man.

each time he appears, i'll turn off the tv screen and wait till him go off-screen then only turn it back on. and i remember how he talks with his detach-able-head & fingers and sloppy saliva

* Sleeping beauty, i think her name starts with a 'A' as well.

er, i like her cause she can sleep all she wants

and still can get some hunk to go all the way to see her sleep. :(


see what .... i mean?

The End

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you know how when a person made a promise, and they just broke your promise with no reason why, or even have the manners to tell you beforehand that they were going to break that promise.

(ok, watthegack. the last line does not make sense but just read it loud 2-3 times, you might get what this bee is trying to buzz out.)



back to the topic,

so yeah, this person lets name him Gilbert.

(cause i dislike any name that has a Bert at the end, namely, Albert, Robert and etc. it just sounds wrong. wink* go get creative people. no offence but, i just find it funny. :P)

okay, to keep long story short.

Gilbert guy did not do something that he promised just the day before. and did not even has the courtesy to apologize till now, or give me a reason why he just ffk.

i came up with few hypothesis.

1. either he had landed in afrika.

2. he landed in afrika + permanent memory loss.

3. he saw some hot girls in afrika and forget about his responsibilities.

4. he got robbed in afrika. (so he got no gadgets to inform me)

i'm sorry about my obsess with afrika but that was the only thing i could think of now, hehe.

i think i'll choose number 5.

5. he could not care less.

p/s - so do i.

3 mins update- up and over.

i think this blog does not really show my true self.

as in, i cant seem to write what i really feel like writting.

-.-

maybe i should just make it private.

but then, ...

=(

so mafan lar.

ish... nway
just had my msian study test yesterday! blah. i seriously hope and pray that i can pass it.
pass would be enough, above 50% *pray hard!
if not i'll to retake it next sem. i tak mau balik next sem ler.

and will be having econ & math test tomorrow. T.T havent started math & havent finish econs.

die

die

die.

(nvm, ask jem tutor me during break time tomorrow. LOL. )
hopefully he did study. -_-

p.s i got really annoyed when i entered fb today. :S jealousy really does work on me.

noooooooooooooooo. this is so not happening.

pffft


*edited
im so sorry if whoever that read this post find it irritating cause it seems that i'm blabbing to myself. (sincere apologies) i've just read through this post and find it annoying to myself too. hehehe.

love,

the bee.

I LOVE MY BRAIN.

arghhhhh.

i'm not going to elobrate much. but i will someday when this issue is no longer 'hot'.

daimmnnnn.

i have such a great and well-functioning brain sometimes.

*run straight to the wall and bang head. several times in fact.

i did more than 10 stupid stuff since yesterday that one should have never done in their whole life.

arghhh. it sucks when u cant spill out how you feel and what is actually going on in your brain at this moment.

wt*wt*wt*
(i put the * cause my relatives and dad read my blog)

oh well who cares.

WTF.WTF. WTF.

why does these things happen to me repeatly. T_T

anyway, i know this post is practically useless cause you wont get a single crap that i'm typing.

why is the world so shitty.

conclusion is:

to sum up the post..

1. i had a shitty day
2. cause i did more than 10 shitty things that i should not have done in these 2 days
3. that sums up to why i had some shitty day.

i hate mondays.

screw you arseholes mondays.

signing off, in college (the web) while typing this post.

yes, its 6pm and im still in college.

LIFE ROCKS MY SHIT.

shopaholic??

as fri's class was 'shrunked'- so we ended earlier.
at one o'clock.
i end at 3.30 everyday okay, so thats considered early enough *shows angry fist.

and M decided to drag D to sunway since i end early. and i gladly tag along.

dad was not very happy though. teehee :D

anyway, i had 2 motives.

1. redbox!
2. i need a purse.

but nobody wanted to go redbox. seriously ar,
why everyone seems to be so busy this week? im kinda free ler,
shit wei. did i miss out any hw? :(

reached there around 1.30. (stupid blurdy jam) i can easily walk from college to sunway in 15 mins. -.-

tried persuading M & D to go redbox.

D : i cant sing.

like i can -_- i got your genes remember?

M: if daddy go, ill go.

pffttt.

we spent 6 bloody hours shopping for my dad's stuff. faints*
when it spells s.h.o.p.p.i.n.g WITHOUT my benefit.
i'll get grumpy :(

and you know what makes me pissed off?
me and my mom literally shop for my dad.

we shop for dad.
geddit?

he did nothing, all he did was comment and try on shirts and pants and give more comments.

btw, dear msians do you know that when it says 'offer' in msia, its not really offer?
all they do is jerk up the price to 3x its original price, then put there 50% off. -__-

and do you people know how to take clothes from their respective pile and put it back nicely, at least in the same pile?

see? my mom digging for pants his size.

i helped by being the tow-pants

as in my job is to tow/throw/hunt specific size of clothes for my dad.

speaking of my dad

busy reading some magazine.
his reason to sit there is to jaga our belongings.

faints* how do you classify man who shop but do not literally shops?

and he even dare to complain that i sounds bored.
obviously lar, i shop for you ler.
woohoo, so 'fun'

but he can be really funny at times.

i was sitting on the floor of the changing room, while he change.

then he buat pose for every time he change clothes. hahar.

it dont seems obvious here. but he gelek-gelek (shake shake) his butt & ask me:
girl, nice or not. macho or not. LOL.

i think he starts to feel guilty about me using so much energy to dig clothes for him. (to find the right size)

my super skinny dad and mom.

see? see? thin ppl scared of cold more. dont believe me lar.

D is so thin that my next door angmoh neighbour calls him 'starving afghanistan pig'.
sigh, he's so thin that sometime i get all started up during meals and keep pushing him carbo/fatty food.

i'm fatter than both my parents.
seriously if its not because of the big nose and stubborness that is passed down by my dad
& blurness and soft hearted *coughs from mom
i'll really 100% suspect im adopted.

me being a good helper/daughter by helping to measure the leftover too long jeans to be altered.

did i mention i'm dark while my parents are fair??

my jellyfish haircut. -_-
or quoted by Victor- why did u put a short wig over your long hair?

it dont look obvious here hor?

oh and during that time is when i saw Wei shen.
exhausted after hours of dad's shopping, so i sat by the bench and was joined with M&D.
M brought organic corn for me which was surprisingly very SWEET.

then out of a sudden, as in very abruptly SUDDENLY, i heard a sound of HELLO. beside my ear, or so thats what i heard.

i look up, saw someone really unfamiliar= unknown.

i think i stared rudely at him for 30seconds, and then it sparks in my brain that it is weishen. haha. my old old friend, his mom tought me math and science in std3 and then went to other tuition with him and his gang right up to form5.

the wonder of tuitions.

this is wei shen.

who change a lot. i think? yeaaa, i think its because of his hairstyle. :)

if you notice my poor photo quality.
it is because my camera kapoot a long time ago.
and it has been months since i bugged my dad to get a new camera.

on that friday itself, D decided to get a cam which is on offer.
im fine with offer deal camera, as long as it produce good pictures of me ;)

went into the camera shop fully determine to get XXX model camera.
but then he keep looking at other sample. and that sales guy keep shoving other camera sample to him also.
I WAS LIKE, WHY CANT WE GET THAT MODEL AND JUST GET OUT?

ayah cakap, kita mesti survey other camera untuk tengok kalau ia betul betul worth it.
i told him, its either that cam or dslr (which he will nv buy unless i get to Harvard uni.) -just a comparison.

end up, after 45 mins, he finally told that salesguy;
i am certain i want that XXX model. can you get it for me.

Finally!!!

.... sorry sir, no more stock. *apologetic face.

WTH MAN! ARGHHHHH!

see? see? SEE? ASK YOU TO FASTER BUY. annoyed and desperately trying not to cry face*

ohh, but there's silver colour left in Megamall. would u want me to book it?

u freaking made us wasted 45mins in your shop and then only u confessed that it is out of stock. why cant you tell us earlier when we get into that shop.

you think you leng chai then can get away with it ar. i gave the behsong face to that saleguy.
and to other customers in that shop who i suspect stealing my camera away, especially to that urianian guy and his friends who just bought some camera.
he gave me that *eyebrow up look. 'what'?
i look away snobbishly.

went home around 10.30
after being stuck on the way out in the car park for 30 mins.
and i didnt get to buy my purse. or camera. or redbox.

wasted my money on some 'comfort' sandals konon.
msians ar, they add that 'comfort' word there then jerk up the price. arghh.
and i think i was insane enough to buy it when i just bought another pair this month in melacca.



............................................................................................................................................................


Saturday, the today.

i thought i was dreaming, when around 7a.m my dad came to my room and announced that he's going to megamall to get my camera.

i mumbled back;

ok. remember to get black colour ar. silver colour i dont want.

that was until i woke up around 11 and found him missing!!!

why never bring me along!!!!
omg, he's bad in buying/choosing stuff.
i know, im bad too, but at least i got like only 20% of his genes.
what if he buy some chaplak camera back.

Im so doom.
I've waited for months to get a new camera and all im going to get is some ugly camera.
in ugly skin colours.

i msg-ed him,
D, buy pink colour, or black or wtv. EXCEPT SILVER. and dont be fool by offer ar! dont buy too chaplak one.

he didnt reply me.

mom went out around afternoon with her friends.
im home alone, sulking doing nothing.
im so not happening man. no shiok in life.

dad shopping, mom out-ting.

finally, he came back around 8.

:D
with a different camera that we eyed that day. a better one i would say, (more expansive lar)

he claims its like a semi-dslr
harharhar.
im not dumb ok., its so not a semi-dslr.
maybe got a quarter dslr.
whichever it is, i'm contented.

its in black colour.

thank you Daddy.

OSIM

for OSIM, the day starts off well enough.

*oh shit its monday.

anyway, despite yesterday's beh-songness from someone. didnt see him today so it was fine,
funny thing happen during break where me, jeremy and junving went to eat.

Jer told me that Zen would not join us cause apparently she had test. so i just nodded and say *that asshole. (haha, who ask you to ffk us):P

we walked into AC and bidiboombidibaam Zen was there with her friends.

& Min was there too with her friends. *smiles

the magic is not over yet, shortly it followed by Wern and Preeya.

and then Gosu and Alan.

Xp was suppose to join us in the beginning of the break but she end up only sitting for 20mins, her ass also belum panas lagi then everyone start to leave.

blame it one her parking technique. hehehe.

oh and we saw bryan and marcus,
who sms after seeing me and start to ask random stupid questions. -__-

sigh, the gathering of the old buddies.
had tea time with clement at snowflake.
which i was totally jakun, cause i nv go before ma. and it didnt help when clement left me to order by myself.

ohh and is their portion always that big?? or did i just got lucky and got two bowls of ais kacang and another tau fu fah with peanut?

weird...

clem searching for some lost thumbdrive.

and then Clem left me in the library with me nothing to do except onlining which i am doing now, while he teach others maths. pfffttt. dunno if he's the one teaching or vice versa.

and guys are really shallow minded man.
as he is at the other side of the library,
i miss call him and then wave to him to come over to me.

*like some insane mad woman.

....

miracle happens and he noticed me and
he waved back. :D


and then HE SAT DOWN


i glared with him using my china-apek super power eye, hopefully he can notice that i am burning a hole thru his brain.

EH YOU THINK I SO FREE, WAVE TO YOU TO SAY HI AR. -__-

I WANT YOU TO COME OVER DOINK HEAD.

this thing is on Victor's pencil box, which is so so so irony cause if you cover the Y, its his name.


anyway, soon after i was in the library, i had the urge to do the nature call.


walked into the toilet.
breathes in* (i know. thats the stupid thing one could ever do in a toilet)
breathes out*
eh like smell weird ler., but still continues to wash hand and take own sweet time to slowly slowly just walk around to the tissue area.

which, at that time....
*drumrolls

i saw a bloody pile of shit.

no big deal what, you never see shit before ar? u dont shit out shit ar? u shit diamonds is it?

well my humble people, the problem is that it is not just a errr, a loop of shit? its like seriously a pile of plap shitty disgusting black lam-pek-pek shit.

wtf man. i seriously feel like puking now.

you can never imagine how shitty is that shit. and how it make me feel.

btw, did i mention that baby isaac came yesterday? and er, he shit inside his pampers.

and then call out to my aunt...

"miiii, ausshhhh"
which means, mummy wash = mummy i shitted.

and while my aunt open his pampers, the shit purposely roll out to let me see itself.
which i saw.
roll eyes*

it looks like a tiny long/oval pieces of black cake.
harharhar. im making you guys puke.
but the smell gave it away that it is not a cake but some leftover residue that smell like shit.
how irony is that. a shit that smells like shit.

nway, i guess im having shit days where shit keep appearing in front of me.
screw you shit!

but the thing is, that shit that i saw/ ter-saw.
was like elephant dung.
it covered nearly 3/4 of the whole hole.
seriously, i think some elephant invaded taylor to shit in the 3rd cubicle of the B floor.

and that elephant dont know how to flush. eh seriously la. cant whoever that had just made that cake take a second to flush it down?

you think human kind had never see shit before? so you willingly leave your specimen there for us to analyse?

and its not like your specimen is out of the cubicle or what, what.
arghhh, just cant stand some people. and their shit brain.

and im annoyed at my parent who
still dont allow me to drive their car.
whatistheirproblem?

punctual? what punctual?

i am not happy. in fact, i am far more than being not happy. im annoyed.

this semester, despite the fact that i have great lecturers. (wonderful, witty and funny in fact) they seems to know beforehand about my weak point. my worse and nightmare-rishh weak point.

anyway..

after my LAN class, i have my IB, international bussiness. fuyohhh, sounds so pro hor. and Mr.John Sushkov (i hope i spell correctly) otherwise known as Mr.ass S (hahaha, i mean no harm). he wont allow us to call him mr.J cause he dont want to be a 'common' guy with a 'common' name.

anyway, if we were late after 5 mins from the class time. we had to do push-up. :( no biggie hor, PUSH-UP only mar. easy peasy.


oh, and then its my break, and then....

economics, which is Mr.D/ Farshad who is super super super funny (sometimes but sometimes in a sarcastic way). he reminds me of bob/blob in the monsters vs alien show. the green wobbly jellylike. :D

anyway, if u were late for his class, again 5 min late or so, he will charge u Rm.1. then, if u are late for more than 4 times, he'll charge u double. o.O

again, no big deal right, whats a Rm.1 pfft.

here's the catch.

i am never early to class. as in, i can be punctual. but i am usually late, or ON TIME. but i am never will early.

sigh, conclusion. i was punish in my ib class.
will elaborate more in the next post. my arms are really sore. :S -from push-up, not blogging.
i even try bargaining with mr.s but he seems fascinated that there are people late in the first week itself. gah. so do lor.

but for ppl who are not 'healthy', who do not exercise in months. its like a suicidal thingymiji. but when i was doing the push up, he commented that i look so pro.
o.O. er, thanks. but that is still not enough to put u off my list of 'teachers who are not worth bargaining'.:P