random thoughtss

i've been thinking a lot lately,

1.have i made the right choice in taking icpu
instead of branching into other fields

2. why am i not afraid/kiasu/ chicken to study for my exam?
double sigh.

3. why do i always make my parents mad???

4. i'm totally not sure what i wanna do in the future.

5. wait. i dont even know what should i do NOW.

howhowhowhowhowhow?